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glamour and tears

by pinksuicide

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1.
touch me 01:56
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I don’t wanna wait I don’t wanna be here longer than i need to “Just try another day” I say as I stumble my way back home Blurred vision Claw at my skin See why I act so defensive Take me to bed again Restraints can only get you so damn far Touch me like i’m a trophy Try to get inside me Wish you could hold me Hotter than your boyfriend or girlfriend And lonely It’s gonna take more than just a fuck to score me Touch me like i’m a trophy Try to get inside me Wish you could hold me Hotter than your boyfriend or girlfriend And lonely It’s gonna take more than just a fuck to score me I get down on my knees Put my hair up I go to hell sometimes for you And you don’t even know it You don’t even know it I’ll be down for anything as long as I make it back home And I don’t wanna be alone Touch me like i’m a trophy Try to get inside me Wish you could hold me Hotter than your boyfriend or girlfriend And lonely It’s gonna take more than just a fuck to score me Touch me like i’m a trophy Try to get inside me Wish you could hold me Hotter than your boyfriend or girlfriend And lonely It’s gonna take more than just a fuck to score me
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are you alright 02:32
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Drag me around for another day I can feel somethings off in the air Bothered, I haven’t slept in weeks Cause girl you’re on my mind Way more than i’d like to admit Take it off for me Your boyfriend doesn’t need to know Help me take off my clothes Oh boy, Don’t you know that your girl never wanted you I know you got so close I never told her to ghost But ain’t it funny? If you’d look around you would see that i’ve been waiting all this time You need me to feel alive And the truth is, I’ve been going through all these Grindr guys Violated, Can’t sleep at night I want you tonight I hope that’s alright Oh babe, I hope that’s alright Oh babe, I hope it’s alright Oh babe, I hope it’s alright Oh babe, I hope it’s alright, Oh Oh babe, I hope it’s alright Pinned to your bed I can’t look you in the eye With your hands on my waist And the blood on my face I guess I thought you were different And I hate to be wrong but it hurts to know She was always right And after every fight You break my spine and send me home So how can I be at fault if you’re all in my head? You’ll probably get me high on something That’ll end up giving me trauma Make me sleep with everyone that I see Ask me if I’m alright If you’d look around you would see that i’ve been waiting all this time You need me to feel alive And the truth is, I’ve been going through all these Grindr guys Violated, Can’t sleep at night I want you tonight I hope that’s alright
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don't talk 2 me 02:05
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lyrics are pretty clear for this one :3
4.
choke 02:26
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You might wanna close your eyes when you find me I don’t wanna be alone when i’m dying I held my breath when you held me under Hands around my neck like the water in my lungs I can’t breathe In peace, I find myself at home I try to swallow all my pride but I just choke I carry all my lies in my throat Play it off as a joke And quite frankly, I find it awful How you planted all those lies inside my head And act like it’s all fine And I’ll be here Waiting for something to ground me and bring me home She said that she sees God behind her eyelids Stopped taking all your medicine All you know is violence See it in your eyes when you leave me Know you wanna kill me So do I, believe me I thought about killing myself this morning But I won’t leave you alone when your boy still hits my phone All my friends tell me I’m important They say they love me but I’m a danger to their relationships Try to save it but I don’t know where to go or what to do with myself at home Guess I’ll listen to music and write my suicide letter on my phone You might wanna close your eyes when you find me I don’t wanna be alone when i’m dying I held my breath when you held me under Hands around my neck like the water in my lungs I can’t breathe In peace, I find myself at home I try to swallow all my pride but I just choke I carry all my lies in my throat Play it off as a joke
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homecoming (outro) 01:49
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Get me a water I feel the room close all around me Put that body on me Type of shit to make my mom disown me Boy, put your hands on my hips And just bite on my lip Forget about her tonight (Tonight) And when you wake up in the morning, I won’t be there beside you I despise you But I just gotta remind you I’m desperate as hell and you’re the only one here So, baby, get in my arms and let me disappear in you When you hit it from the back, you can cry, baby I won’t judge (Maybe) Okay, fine, I’m a little crazy You can try to save me Baby, baby Baby, baby, baby (Baby) I wanna go home (Baby) I wanna go home (Baby) I wanna go home (Baby) I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home

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i am so proud of this album, and if you are struggling with anything whether that is mental health, self image, sexuality, identity, anything else- i am so proud of you, too. we have made it so far, and i am here for you. dance around to this album if you want. i love u.

- Chloe

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released January 11, 2024

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